i need an outlet. something to get rid of all this pent up stress, anger, and emotions. i wish i could just shut it all down and lock it all away, but i cant. i fucking hate it. its like everyday the same things just come back and pop into my mind over and over again. maybe i’ll just run all these emotions away, or get a punching bag. just something to take my mind off of it all. i fucking hate feeling this way